So, you are there. All the time. Even in times when you can't be there, you just put this huge effort to show up. Maybe your mind is not neccesarily there, one or two times. But that is just humane. Well, the thing is, you have done all you could to make it work. And it seems like it is all paid: you watch the smiles, the laughs, and if there are some frowns and cries, they come and go just like that, you know, the twists and turns of life. But generally, you see nothing is wrong.
Until you found out that you are the one who is wrong. Things are not as smooth as you wanted it to be. No, it is worse. Things are not as smooth as you thought it always was. And you can't help to wonder, "what else did I miss?".
