every second, she makes the decision to trust him. to let go of her insecurities. to let go of the fact that she has issues here and there. issues that he believes never exist. issues that he believes are artificial. she tries, still, to trust him. despite the hopes that lost along the way. despite the aches from disappointment, from contradictions, from hypocrisy. to build a bridge to get him, she realized, requires so much of a reciprocity. a realization that is not reciprocally shared with him, in this case.